"Gratitude is a beautiful thing and a tool"

Taking my job for granted..

I am the type of person who thinks a lot. I analyze things, make observations and then I look at how I contribute to those things or situations, and then I think about how I Want to contribute to those things or situations. Working with children is a passion of mine. For one thing, with the age group I'm working with now, they look up to you -- they think you're cool. I love hanging out with them and giving them my attention as they get excited and intrigued by your attention and company, but...

..Although there is this wide open opportunity to have all of these wonderful moments with the younger ones just laid out at my feet, sometimes work gets busy and those wonderful moments get lost forever. If a kid asks me to play a game with them and I can't because I am running around taking attendance for 50 kids and figuring out where they all are, I can't play the game with that kid. The thing is, after a while of teaching you learn skills like saying "Once I am done with this, I promise you it is the first thing I will do, we will play that game!". But, the part where I take for granted is that after I am flustered from being so busy at work and need a moment to myself, I'm sure I should be looking around the room and scoping out who I will go ahead and engage with for a little while. I take for granted these opportunities by taking a break, sometimes too long of a break to the point where I haven't had as much one on one time with the kids as I'd like. Or, a kid says "Bye Sara! Ill miss you this weekend" and I am so busy all I can quickly do is smile and say "You too!" as I quickly turn my back and refocus on whatever else I was doing. Instead of just easily waving a hand goodbye, I want to be grateful of the opportunity, say "Hey, wait!" give the kid a hug and say "I'm going to miss you so much this weekend, too!"

I am grateful for: love of all kinds; friends & family

when I think about why we are on this earth, I know one thing: 

Love Exists. That's enough to be happy about!

I am grateful for little things:

humor, my phone, my bed, my room, my itunes, my headphones,

iced coffee, my clothes, the beauty in the world, the general kindness of people, 

my favorite dress, my car, my education, my art and music, the sun, the flowers,

the heavy love I have for those who've passed, the stars, and my big beating heart.

I've always been grateful for the little things. I'm not saying I don't appreciate my car or the roof over my head. But, I've always been the type to center my feelings of gratitude towards little things like my coffee and my book. 

Gratitude for my family

One thing I have always wanted to do since I had moved out was spend more time with family. Have more nights that I spend with my mother helping her clean and go on errands and then relaxing while we watch a movie at the end of the night. I want to do more things with my sisters. I want to take them bowling, Id like to bring them on a ferry to an Island so we could spend all day exploring it. Id like to spend more time with my grandma whos husband just past away, taking her shopping, making her cards and enjoying movies with her. I want to do more of this for my family. I have so much love for them, but I don't get to show it as often as I like. For example, tonight my youngest sister, my mother and I drove off in my mothers new Audi blasting the song Bohemian Rhapsody.. It was an experience that we all enjoyed while we were Together, and we were all happy to have each other. 

the sun, my phone, my clothes, a cool breeze, family

sun shining brightly

feels so warm upon my skin

gets my endorphins flowing

phone in my pocket

phone in my pocket

you get me there securely

I play and I stay in touch

my clothes are pretty

I like having them around

colors, patterns, and styling

cool summer breezes

your wind blows all over me

perfect afternoon

I love family

They stand up so tall for me

Do their best for me

Fears, Assets, Obstacles

fears, assets, obstacles

When it comes to my inner fears, I think that mainly what I fear the most is that I will reach a certain age like the age of 65 and realize that I haven't done any of the things that I had dreamed of doing throughout my life. Helping the less fortunate, and using fashion to help the less fortunate are two things that I have been dreaming of doing since I was a very small child. I used to volunteer, when I was younger, and lived with my parents. It was easy to do things like volunteer back then because I didn't have work, school, and the financial stresses that I now have. I hope that somehow, I can find time to volunteer again, and think that it is probably very doable if I find the time to look into it and find a good fit. 

Another fear that I have, which I think is a fear that lies within the back of my mind, is that I will be 40 years old and still not completed college, have my own place, or be somewhat accepted by my peers. I live by the words of going my own path, not paying attention to the "American dream" and not worrying what others opinions are of me. But, I know that in the back of my mind, I do care what people think, maybe not as much as others-- but it is still there a little bit. Then, there are the other day fears like: Will I be able to make rent this month? What if I don't find time to complete my assignments? What if I can't find a second or third job soon? I am out of money, how will I pay for groceries?.. financial fears are always there, and I think that is true for the majority of people.

inspired by the fear of being average

An asset I have is that once I want or need something, mostly need, I find a way to get it done. When I first left my parents house and had no idea what I was going to do, I applied to a bunch of places for a job each day, and eventually found one. I have always been good at hunting down jobs. I hope to use this asset where I make things happen in order to find my place of helping people in the world. I feel like I am just so busy on the day to day spectrum, and then exhausted by the end of it that I procrastinate on doing things that aren't necessarily "required" at the moment. Thinking and writing about it, although I do have a lot going on at the moment, I really do hope to find time to be able to do something that gives back towards others in the very near future. One more asset that I enjoy having is that I believe that although it is important to recognize and address responsibilities, I think that an important part of life is about enjoying the moment, rather than just working and working and hoping that all of my hard work will somehow magically bring me to a place of happiness. I do believe that hard work is important, and I have seen how it can pay off. But, I also constantly remind myself that I need to also have fun, appreciate, and love the moment rather than just running around tackling to-do-lists all the time.

There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure- Paulo Coelho

I certainly have some obstacles, but thinking in the wide spectrum, they aren't as bad as they could be. For instance, I come from a nice, suburban town where most of my friends who I grew up with have parents who would pay for them to do whatever they wanted, or buy them whatever they wanted. I am not saying that all of my friends are a bunch of Paris Hiltons who have it all, but maybe just a bit more support than I do. I had to figure things out on my own, which is probably even a blessing in disguise. Not to say that my parents dont do anything at all for me, but sometimes I envy the advantages of some of my friends. All things considered though, I feel very lucky when I think about people with deadly diseases or people in such dire circumstances that they do not even have access to clean water. I feel very lucky and privileged to live in a country where you can literally get a clean glass of water for free from a Mcdonalds or Dunkin Donuts. But I wonder, why do some get to live like this and not others? I do have faith that in some unseen way things are fair in the bigger picture, at least I sure hope so!

 In addition to that obstacle, a big obstacle of mine is how I live my life. I have always been a huge procrastinator. I get distracted and feel the need to unwind. I've gotten a little better at it these past few years, but, I do need to work on teaching myself structure and the ability to put things that matter first instead of calling it a day and watching movies all night.

Money, money, money
You drive me insane
When I run out of you
I'm on a big worry train

I dream of my goals and I dream of my career
but without you, how can ever I get near?
A happy life? Hm maybe next year


I ache to help orphans, abused, and poor
But with God watching me, what is my score?
Have I failed this task? I'll have to ask
For some guidance, to break through from the mask

Forget beauty, money, and impressing others
I'm gonna find a way to help sisters and brothers
The people that need me, the people that need a mother

I was born for this, I'm gonna make it happen
No more procrastinatin' no more slackin'

Dreaming of today

remember
why
you
started

Life is a journey, not a destination

This morning I woke up thinking about where I am going in my life. I think that during the daily rush, people focus too much on where they are going and not where they are. I think that other 25 year olds think they can only feel completion once they are married with kids and own a house. But, I feel as if many people don't realize that once they get to that point, they will get nostalgic about the days we are in now.I often think about this and tell myself that I should try to enjoy my life right now, and find purpose in the day which I am in, rather than thinking I can only feel complete once I get a degree, house, married, etc. 

Another question I find myself commonly asking is what I want to do with my career. I love the thought of making a difference and I am trying to head toward a degree in teaching. But each morning as I wake up I think to myself "I am not a morning person at all. Do I really want to spend the rest of my life needing to be bright eyed and bushy tailed by 7am?". Sometimes I wonder how far I could get without a college degree. Most people tell me that it is not a good idea to skip college because you are always better off with some sort of degree, which I can not really deny--It is a good point seeing as these days the work world is getting more and more competitive-- and I must admit, I thoroughly have fun with each learning experience during college. Now that I am thinking about it, I can't go wrong with more education, but if I want to achieve goals of helping people and being an entrepreneur, I'll just have to make more time for that, as well as my education. 

I also find myself asking questions like "Do I really have a purpose? What if its all just meaningless, what if I am wasting my time trying to keep myself on some path that doesn't even exist?" But then I think: even so, I would be satisfied with enjoying some sort of life as well as helping as many people as I can. I know I want to help people, and I've thought about the different ways to do it: doctors help people feel better, teachers help people become educated, government workers can use opportunities help those less fortunate.. Where do I truly belong in that picture? It would be amazing to help people in different countries who are without a family, without food and clean water, and without health care.. but there are so many people that need to be helped! It is overwhelming. I will just continue to be my best person as an individual and see where it leads me, and hold onto my faith that I can only fit into this picture as much as one human possibly can. I have definitely created some setbacks for myself along the way, but I must use those as learning experiences, change my ways, and try my hardest.. I think others rely on it.

When I stop I notice...

The snowflakes falling down, 
People bundled up with hoods and heads down,
The lights coming on in the store across the street...
To greet another day of people in and out

The buses start to come
To take and leave people
They're trying to stay warm
They're pushing the snow away

If you look at the soft white friendly flakes and the way they flow
Each piece glides gently from the sky 
Each flake lightly meets us down from heaven... 
Way down here

If you pretend for one second, you're not in a fast rush
You could admire the snow from a warm home
With thoughts of a fireplace, hot cocoa and warmth

If you look real early in the morning, 
Listen with your eyes, its beautiful to see 
The people and the snow coexisting each day
Maybe snow flakes don't mean mean to bother
But maybe just to play

A blessing in disguise
being punished for a bosses mistake
and loosing my job

So, when I was about 21 years old, after going through probably 7 or 8 waitressing jobs and not any of them being a good fit for me. I started working at UNO Chicago Grill. My mom always told me that waitressing wasn't for me, that I should go for something like a receptionist or working at a library. But, the money was good and I couldn't stand the thought of working 8 hours and making the same amount of money that I could make in 3 hours. So, despite what my mother told me, I continued to attempt to maintain a waitressing job. When I first started working there, I was so shocked. I actually really liked all of the managers, and all of the staff. At all of the waitressing jobs I had before, I either felt like the staff were mean, the managers were mean, or both. At this job I genuinely liked the people I worked with, and went into work happy knowing I'd see my friends as well as leave with cash in my wallet. After a few months of working, a new manager was hired. We'll call him Bill. Bill was and is to me in my mind a sociopath, as I will explain why. When I met Bill, he was extremely friendly, outgoing, and personable. Bill would make jokes and seemed to make an effort to get to know me on a personal level. I thought I really liked Bill. For whatever reason, somewhere along the way, Bill either decided he didn't like me, or, I became a victim of his need to punish somebody in his moments of frustration. Anyways, Bill started to bother me and eventually ended up being the reason I felt I had no choice but to quit this job. All of the other managers were super chill, they'd be happy to help us in a tough time, would let us leave early if they could, they had our backs. They would never go out of their way to hurt us unnessecarily, as Bill did to me. At this job, if we ever messed anything up in a customers order, it was known to all of the staff that we were allowed to offer a free salad or dessert. I ended up ringing in a pizza the wrong way and offered a free salad. This happened all the time. Waitors and waitresses made mistakes and we offered free salads or desserts, the managers knew, they were cool with it, they supported and encouraged it. One day I messed up an order on a pizza, so I offered a free dessert, and gave it to a couple I was waiting on. When I asked Bill to adjust the receipt so that the dessert was not on it, he told me that I had no right to do that. Unfortunately, it gets worse. At the end of my shift as I was cashing out with Bill, he told me that he had written me up for the incident, and that I could not come to work the next day. When I did return to work, I spoke with the manager above Bill, and he confirmed that it was okay to do that, and that I should talk to him next time if something like that happens again. The next stunt Bill pulled, cost me to quit this job. One day I had to ask Bill for help on on of the registers, and I believe he was stressed out at the time for one reason or the other, and as I was trying to point to the register to show him what the problem was he physically pushed me out of the way. Bill tried writing me up for something ridiculous again a couple days later, and I went to the manager above him telling him about the situation, and also telling him about how Bill had pushed me the other day. When I told the other manager about Bill pushing me, he told me that it was a serious accusation and that if I wanted to move forward with it, I had to make a big decision. Since I was fed up with Bill, and wanted the unfair treatment to stop I said why not. I didn't realize that going forward with it meant that I was suspended from work until they could "properly investigate" the situation. After two weeks of me not being allowed to come to work, they concluded that I had made up the story, since they had no cameras to prove it, and Bill denied the whole thing had ever happened. Feeling to awkward to go return to work after that happening, I just decided to quit. 
I had lost my job because of Bills mean actions

At the time I felt hurt, and I felt very angry that I could be borderline assaulted by somebody who was my boss and then be punished for it. The way I looked at it, if the right thing were done, if either one of us were dealing with consequences from it, it should have been him and not I. Why did I have to pay for having to deal with the annoying burden of looking for a job AGAIN, when I didn't do anything quite so terrible to deserve this. Why did he get to enjoy working with all of those amazing people, and I kicked out the door? I felt so left out, knowing all of those people would continue to enjoy each others company and have fun at their jobs, not remembering me, the girl who worked there for a little bit and just disappeared. I was so annoyed. I hated having to apply to jobs, go on interviews, the stress of it all. I hated not having money and having to feel worry about work. I had FINALLY found a waitressing job that I liked, and Bill took it all away from me. I was so disappointed and felt so wronged.

My method for hunting down jobs was always searching on craigslist, and making sure to apply to at least 10 different places a day. Even though I didn't always get to apply to that many places everyday, my resume and applications were being sent out all over the place. I had always wanted a job at a daycare, but I didn't think that any of them would hire me because I didn't have experience and I had never gotten called to an interview at one before. One of the places I had applied to, KinderCare, called me and when I went on my interview there I ran into a high school friend who worked there which ended up being in my favor. I got hired at KinderCare and worked there for about a year, the longest I had held any job at the time. I loved working as a "Teacher Assistant", I loved it so much. I couldn't believe all that time I had working all of those other jobs when I could have been doing this! Although today I am with a different company, I couldn't have gotten to this company without my experience at KinderCare. I couldn't have gotten my experience at KinderCare without Bill. Who knows, maybe I'd still be working at UNOs now! Today, I work with an older age group as an after school teacher and I absolutely love it.
I am so happy and grateful for the fact that Bill caused me to leave that job, leading me to where I am today. A true blessing in disguise! :)

They say you can't go anywhere without college
But I know people who are rich that never went to college
Do I really have to go to college to achieve my dreams
What If I waste all my time distracted in college
When I could be creating my own future

When I was doing my hair as a kid
I always worried about the front and not the back
My mother told me 
Just because you cant see the back
It doesn't mean others cant see it

I wake up and I'm tired, and I don't wanna go to work
No, No, No..
I'm gonna get up, drink my coffee
And I'm gonna have a good day

Its Monday night and I want to go out
All my friends are probably asleep
I'm smarter than them
They're waiting for fun to find them
And I'm gonna make fun right now
They're gonna be bored and then wake up, 
and go to their 9-5 jobs, doing the same thing everyday
Waiting for something that'll never come

They say that's not healthy
But I could get hit by a bus, or die any day 
They don't get me though, its easy for them to be that way

If I keep having fun night by night
I know my dreams will slip from my hands
But what am I really living for 
And whose to say I have a purpose

Back and forth in my mind, I have a purpose
I have no purpose, its all just random then you die

I know its gotten better before
So I know there's hope for me

Today is gonna be amazing
Its great to be alive
Today is gonna be the best day of my life

Alchemy.. When you're stuck in the rain
Are you really stuck? or is it just 
an opportunity to dance in the rain?
Its whatever you think it is
As for me Id rather dance in the rain

A Better Work Life

In the following paragraphs I will describe a couple of jobs that I have had and what I have learned from them. I will discuss where they were, what the jobs were, and how they made me change as a person. I will talk about how they made the plans for my future more clear to me, and helped me to understand what I really wanted out of life. 

The first job that I ever had was at Stop & Shop. 
I was so young, maybe 15, and knew so little about the working world and how it worked. 
I remember feeling like since they allowed me to work there, I had to do everything perfect
 I felt as if I were working for the president or something. 
I felt so lucky that they had "chosen" me to work there. If I messed anything up or needed help with something, I nearly had a nervous breakdown worrying that I would get fired for doing something wrong. Now, over the years, I have learned that although it is important to be respectful, tactful, and an efficient worker.. 
I do not need to feel as though I owe my life to thank a job
 for hiring me when they are not paying me any more than the minimum.

The second job I will talk about is waitressing. One of the places I waitressed at was a resturaunt I actually really love the food at called "Border Cafe". It felt like my co-workers were popular bullies in high school. They were all so clicky, unwelcoming, and talked what felt like a mile a minute leaving me disoriented. At most waitressing jobs, there is this thing called "sidework" which is basically just the waitresses doing all of the cleaning and shutting down of the restaurant before it closes and everyone goes home. When you did your side work, you were supposed to get one of the "closing managers" (which was another waitress that had usually worked there for a long time) to sign a piece of paper saying that they checked your portion of the cleaning or whatever and your work was complete. I had noticed that all of the other waitresses just signed the piece of paper themselves (avoiding having to track down a closing manager only to find out they are busy for the next twenty minutes so you have to wait around twiddling your thumbs). Long story short: I noticed most people forging signatures, so I decided to do it too because all my work was honestly done and I could tell Id have to wait around for a really long time before I could leave. Unluckily for me, my closing manager was this girl Caitlyn, which I am not just saying this or making this up, but Caitlyn was one of those blatantly, angry, and bitter people who thrived on making other peoples lives frustrating. When Caitlyn saw that I had forged the signature, instead of pulling me aside and asking me not to do it again, she went straight into the managers office and told him. He said I was on "probation" or some other term I cant remember which meant I was being closely watched. The next day I was on my way and I called to say Id be 10 minutes late and the manager told me to not bother even coming back ever, I was fired. I learned that waitressing wasn't for me, and since I wanted to work in the social services field, I would try to work at a daycare, or maybe a receptionist job. I will say though, most of the waitressing jobs I had, I didn't find the staff to be friendly, except for the UNOS in the Burlington Mall, everyone was super nice there but I had to leave because I was harassed by one of the managers but that is a whole other long story, which I will talk about it my next post!

But then: Work became fun.

Work to live - Don't live to work 

Now I'll talk about my current job and the one right before it. 
The job I had before the job I have now was working as a daycare teacher with 4-5 year old kids. I didn't really like the job that much, I found it very challenging, although I liked the people I worked with, it just didn't seem to be the right fit. The job that I have now is actually through the same company. I am an after school teacher and I absolutely love it. When you're working with kids people always tell you "You have to find the age group that works for you". It's so true. The kids I work with now are second and third graders. Working with older kids is a way better fit for me and what I am capable of, I feel like I get paid to hang out with my young friends everyday. Of course, this job can be really challenging at times because kids have so much energy and when you are the one responsible for their safety you have to make sure you stand your ground. What I like most about my job is that one of the things I get to do is create art activities and things like that, and its so cool because I am into art anyways so I get to enjoy doing it with the kids.But anyhow, I love my job and I hope that in the future I never have to have a job that I don't at least like a little bit if not love! 

and lastly, a few hip hop verses to some co-workers of the past who did not know the meaning of kindness:

Hey Caitlyn why you gotta be so rude
You act like we're surgeons
but we're just serving food
I start my day confident, you straight up ruin my mood

When I carry heavy trays you just get in my way
you do it on purpose but you smile and say
excuse me Sara - but I see through your intentions
When I needed help you were the first to mention

A mistake I had made, you couldnt let it fade
You had to be like that tattle student that had to get A's
Yo, your so annoying I wish I could trip you
Laugh at you and flip you off so hard, and the boss 
He thought I was no loss, but moving on from ya
was to me no cost

to me and my future 
you called me a loser
but I heard some rumors
you stole and left in a cruiser

Now when I roll through that joint to get food
I see you running around and looking all crude 
I get to sit back, place an order, enjoy a drink
couple of years ago, I never would think

that Id be the customer and you'd me serving me
but im not a jerk so I don't feel glee

Im just releived I dont have to take orders again
from rude ass girls and angry ass men

Empowering myself

 No more mess ups. I've learned my lessons, I want to take my dreams and make them mine.

In my life, especially during high school, I was a huge procrastinator. My priorities were my friends, and how I was going to have fun that day. I didn't take a second to think that I should be preparing for my future, like a lot of my other friends had apparently done. After a few years of living at home prior to graduating high school, I was actually forced to move out of my parents house. Now, I have my own place (I live in a house with roommates), a job that I love, my own car, and I am in school part time. I got all of these things on my own, by making phone calls, making emails ect, taking chances when I felt too nervous to do things like go to an interview. I discovered my own power by sort of learning how to be a go getter, instead of just applying for a few jobs and waiting around, I made phone calls and tracked people down like a mad woman. When I saw an opportunity I went after it and gave it my all. It was very good for me to discover this power because I don’t have the type of family that will do these things for me. But, I wouldn’t feel right ending this paragraph without giving my mother credit for all that she has done for me, she has helped me a lot. 

"Your wings already exist,

 you just have to find a way to fly"

A moment in my life when I lost power was when I invested too much of my feelings into the person that I was dating. If he made a comment about me not doing well enough, I felt I wasn't good enough. The relationship was semi verbally abusive because I know I did not deserve to be punished in the ways in which I was because of little things. But, I let the fact that my boyfriend was not pleased with me make me feel like I wasn't good enough. This was a moment of weakness in my life because I based my feelings completely on what one single person had to say about me, a person with very high expectations and a person who doesn't understand what it’s like to have to do everything on your own with no help. I felt belittled, I felt like i wasn't good enough, and intimidated by other women who seemed to have it all together. I am just recently learning that it is true, when you want to make changes, you have to do it for yourself, and not for anyone else, or else you'll get messed up somewhere along the way.

When it comes to strengthening my power, things like going for a jog and listening to music is probably one of the most empowering things I can do. When I am working out my body, and enjoying the music, it is an incredible mix of making me think about future inspirations as well as helping the endorphins in my brain to feel motivated and happy Also, for some reason, when I stay up late at night I seem to think of ideas of what I want to do with my future. I feel the most clear headed when I am alone and I have time to think. I feel like when I cut friends out like turning off my phone so that I can focus on myself, I am able to best focus on what is healthy for me. My boyfriend always tells me that I should use my calender and notes on my phone but for some reason I love pens and notebooks, there is something special and intriguing about them to me, they allow me to brainstorm ideas and make to do lists. I have a habit of being bored at home and getting stir crazy and feeling like I need to get out of the house. With that said, I go out too much on weeknights. When I can actually control myself and stay in, I wake up so happy knowing that I saved my money and got a good nights rest as well as getting other things done. I keep saying I am going to, and I really want to.. but I want to start doing things like: yoga, meditation, healthy eating, photography, more artwork, model and acting gigs, volunteering, learning acoustic guitar, also my friend and I wanted to make our own cleaning business. 

Pray, Be Patient, Work Hard.

When I was a limitless child it was all about fun

Where could I find friends my age? Could I make friends with them?

I want to be part of their lives, I want to be special to them

and we will have so much fun playing together

Wreckless, crazy and loud: I loved to make people laugh

I was going to be an actress, a pretty one

I was going to get the nicest clothes, I would be the prettiest girl in school

And when I grew up, like way into the future, a time so far from now

I would be an actress, everyone would know me

I would be rich, and I would use the money to help those people

Those poor people I saw on the TV that day that changed my life

How could there be little children with no clothes, no food, and no home?

I will find a way to help them. I don't want to see anymore children

crying, on the dirty streets with no shirts on. 

I wanted to cry, I wanted to help them now

But how could I get to them? And even if I gave them the 

food I had, it wouldn't be enough last them forever

Oh, a homeless shelter, where children can come from other

countries and live there. Like a big mansion where they can 

all live, and I will find a way to take care of them.

But today, Im getting jealous of the girl with the Barbie jeep, 

I always wanted one of those.

Definitely what it looked like inside my head as a child!

Since I hope to work in an Urban school as a teacher, I love this lyric in the song "I can" by Nas

"Nobody says you have to be gangstas, ho*s, read more, learn more change the globe"

The teacher I'll always remember

Dear Mrs. Wingrove,

I'm writing you this letter to thank you for being such a hard worker, and for caring so much about your students that you go above and beyond so that we are on the right path. I am so lucky to have crossed paths with you during my lifetime. You may not know it, but the things that you have taught me have stuck with me forever. All of the great and useful things that I have learned from you are thought about and appreciated, still, every single day!

When I first started attending the Burlington Evening Academy, I saw you twice a week.  At first, you were just another teacher. As I got to know you, I could tell that you were as kind as they come! Not only did you create this wonderful program so that high school kids who weren't doing so well with grades could have a better shot at getting their diplomas, you also included yourself in the program. You worked hard to help us learn and grow to be more responsible people. You taught me to never give up on myself, that kindness wasn't always taken for granted, and you showed me what great potential I had when I tried.

Today, I am in school part time and working at an elementary school part time. I know that you would be happy that I am still going to school! I love my job and I am finally getting better grades in school, like you always told me I could if I had tried harder. The way that you interacted with students, even the ones who weren’t so nice to you, really taught be to be a better person. Today, because of you, if something isn’t going my way I know with certainty that everything will get better if I just keep my head up and keep trying! I plan to be like you, and make a difference in peoples’ lives who need it the most. Thank you so much!

Best,

Sena

In a new classroom, where you helped me to be

A whole new world, you allowed me to see

No more stress, there’s a grand life ahead

You opened a door, and down the right path you led

If not for you, Id surely be lost

Me giving up, is what your absence would cost

Now I see the sun, and all that is light

Because of who you are, and how hard you fight

You do it for us, not for yourself

You blessed us with guidance and cared for our health

People come and go, they walk by so fast

But the imprint you've left, surely will last

You have the positive vibes that cure the rainy days

I have hope in the future now, storm clouds have gone away

Since your dreams have come true, I know that mine may